The main reason y i startd venting........i wud call it venting even if its happpy ocasn, neway , is bcoz it stuff to say everythng 2 eevry1. Th eday startd LATE ya i got up late as i slept wayyyyyy late. i hav estopped crying and started thinking wich is way worse.wen i cired i slept sooner dan i cud think and process all the stupid thos.neway went shopping wid lik nocahs but then had to tolearte the holier than thou atttiude of a girl i really liked.she is conservative but gobbles pot beef booze lik a maniac.wonder wat dat makes her.at least my bff is way cooler dan dat.she has her habits bt i lov her as she judges no1 and dts how we shud b.ya i judge a hell lot bt at least i dnt MAKE ppl THINK d way I think do i ? or do i ?ya i bitch lik a crazy bitch and i kno dt ut hey i aint hurting no1.as long as ppl dnt kno it.even here i dnt use names as ppl myt here or see stuff and thngs wil b too messy 2 dealw id.i wudnt care if ppl kno wat i thnk bt d apology shit is wat i hate.99 out of 100 tyms i dnt care abt sayng soryy...i jst say it.
boo was and is sad and so am i.i dunno wat wil happn but i refuse 2 liv wiodut him.he is my bkbone.and i hope i am his.i shall talk text skype and do everythng in my power but i wont abk down.not so easily.but i will pray tooo.i blv in HIM and HIS capabilities more dan us mere mortals and i hope HE can make it happen if HE wants to.
even tho i didnt shop much , it was fun 2 bitch and babble lik 16yr olds wid my bff.i hope d date wid my oder bff goes as plannd if nt bettr.the sad part didnt even get noticed till i waved her goodbye.dats wen it hit me leaving aside all poslities we might NEVER MEET.i dunno wt wil happen but i again leave it 2 God.only he can do sumthng abt everything and yet be the silent frnd we alll have but wish to ignore til we hav sumthg worthwhile 2 ask for.i thnk him as much as i can but its never enuff.
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